Here are a few things to stare at.
Don't Get Me WrongIn the old days the quickest fast track to fame and glory involved sleepless hours, relentless drawings, painting, and studies month after month, and years of work to create a single masterpiece that would insure them that their name would be carved on the marble pillars in the great hall of history's famed and legendary artists. However, (and not all that surprising) one would only need to create MLP Fan Art in order to cast such a great shadow over all other artists that came before them.Don't Get Me Wrong by goRillA-iNK
Here are a few things to stare at.
|The Fallen shall rise up from the ashes.|
This ( believe it or not ) is my most favorite photo-manipulation I have ever done...so far. There was a lot I learned about photo-manipulations at the time I did this one and there is a lot I am still discovering. Not all of my photo-manipulations get posted...less is more as they say. So until I create one that outdoes all of my photo-manips., I will keep this one on my main page.
Thank you for looking. ^_^
WrathLike a shadow flung across your pathWrath by TheLulustarz
I am helpless to your wrath
Your evil laugh...
Freedom just out of grasp
Yet my breath you seem to catch
And throwing me down the hatch
Lock the hatch
My bones detach
You play the blame game
and put me to shame
you must be insane
I was fine till you came
into my happy frame
But that all changed
now I'm roting away
in a shallow grave...
I can no longer be brave
Hunger pain Hunger painsHunger pain by TheLulustarz
strike fear in my veins
I wish they could see
what they do to me
I'm not the same person
I don't go out in the sun
My ribs show
I try to go slow
don't want them to know
one way in, same way out
UnmarkedAs I sit here and waitUnmarked by TheLulustarz
My heart is still in debait
Is this true?
My feelings for you...
Yes there is some one else
My heart is towrn between you and him
every one is saying, your the better choice
But truly, what can I tell them?
My heart is aching...
Tears are falling...
How can I chouse the way?
There's so meny paths before me.
Are we truly meant to be?
How can I question,
question this world and it's fate
For every sad lonely begining
There's always a happy joyus ending.
In the beginning of 2013 I started out with a better and clearer view in my life. I didn’t know for sure if pursuing a degree in film & animation would turn out being a wise decision, luckily it was. That being said, I have learned a lot and I know that I still have a lot more to learn. I’m extremely happy that I made it through my first year in college!
My art is starting to improve and change a little, and for the better in my opinion. Making sense of my artwork was clear before, but now there is much more clarity to be found in it, and I definitely needed that. I must say that this has yet to change my random artistic nature, so there will always be those moments of uncertainty in my artwork from time to time.
Fan art, is this still relevant to me? YES! I plan to produce some work that is totally based on some obscure movies and TV series. What exactly? I haven’t narrowed it down yet, but it’s good to have a goal and see it through that much I can say. I’ll try a few ideas out and hopefully with the right feedback I’ll continue creating the fan art.
How about my personal life? It’s going much better than it was a year ago. A made a friend, I fell in love with her, and we are still together. Love is a necessity for most people in one form or another, just as long as it’s a healthy one that is of course a must! Money is still a long lost friend to me and sometimes it’s something I don’t necessarily miss, but it’s nice to have it when the need for it presents itself.
How about some news on the direction my photography is taking? Okay, I’ll try to explain myself as best as I can. My macro photography is what I got extremely addicted to shooting, but sometimes I feel like there’s so much more that I haven’t tried to capture/portray with my photography. Conceptual photography and still life photography is still a passion of mine that I’ve put on the back burner for too long, mostly because of school, homework (also school related), and because I wanted to take some time to study many photography concepts. The photographer I see my as is a story teller. I want my photography to break boundaries, broaden people’s minds, and to make the viewer question how the imagery affects them, no matter how simple or complicated the subject.
I think, hmm… yeah, this is pretty much the gist of it all I suppose. I wish I had something profound to say as I attempt to bring this journal to a close, but I guess maybe another time.
On second thought, I think I have one last closing word to add.
Don’t take what people say too personal, they may or may not mean what they say to you, and if they do mean it, well, at least you know for sure what they really think of you. …but that’s just my opinion.
Get off your ass and go outside!!! ...please.