Now As It Were and As It WasNow as it were and as it was
Or was it just for the moment and only because?
Did this just go according to all of your plans?
Did I not do all that you wanted, was I not putty in your hands?
Was there ever a moment we had ever tried to erase?
And when you slapped me oh how you slapped me across my face,
Did I ever for one moment return you this favor?
Of course not; how could I, how would I, nope not once
And not ever.
But still even though we loved like two star crossed twisted villains
In books and fairytales.
We always found the time to make this love last
And hoped it never fails.
But all of that was only wishful thinking
And how I wished we both had taken up to drinking.
Maybe then we would still be together
Instead of this.
What the hell do you call this?!?!?!
Is this what you want for the rest of your life?
To be remembered as the one that still shoves and twists
That mother fuckin' knife?
Well is it?
Is it really?!?!?!
How could you live with yourself?
How do you go on living at all?
Why the FUCK should I care that you're happier now?!?!?!
I hope this is what you wanted!!!
I hope you love this new life!!!
I hope that this new guy you're with
Knows that you love to play with a huge ass fuckin'